Thursday, January 12, 2006
Lala.
Halloz.
How do you make a difference in things? to try my best sometimes just aint enough. cant help in keeping on doing the things i do and love doing. even though others may seem to mind. only problem is these others are probably the most important ppl in my life. and it totally sucks when they think i am trying to take advantage of em. when i really am not. it just has to seem that way to them. these sort of things are still not let go of and i certainly am stressin on them.
Kay, moving along. got a morning lecture on the phone for the staying up late at nite and waking up late agenda again. was alone at home with faliha and the maid. was such a hectic morning. had to do so many things at once. got thru it in a breeze. (yeah rite)
well, spent most of the day helping out with the editing of songs for the bakat ppl for jamuan. haha tough job. and i aint doing most of the work. the one who is is seriously getting crankier by the minute as its still not done. anyway, didnt get to eat the whole day and only until dinner. was starving but funnily i didnt eat a lot. another of life's mysteries. haha. (which im sure has a perfectly reasonable scientific explanation to it ;)
went out to klcc after dinner to look for accesories. and i got them. i kinda feel bad as most of my stuff cost a lot. have been splurging a bit for this one day thing. oh well, it better be a good day then. or else ill punch someone. anyone. so watch out. haha.
okiez, time to watch everybody loves chris and off to bed i go. cant afford listening to another lecture again. cya.
i spilled my heart at
3:35 AM
