Thursday, January 19, 2006
Things.
Hi.
It's crazy how i think. who on earth can think for miles and miles? well, i guess anyone can. and ill be damned if they dont feel slightly messed up. surely damned. i didnt even feel like venting anything in my blog last nite. vented out differently. and i just slept on it. too many things just circling my head.
i guess these are things that are hard to avoid anyway. things that involve deep thinking. and its hard when sometimes the ppl around you just dont understand. but im glad i have sisters and friends who do. well, at least i know they try to. and im happy for that.
i shall not be telling all my tales as it is a private thing anyway. just in general only. anyway, its complicated. not such an easy thing to type about without having ppl to misinterpret or misunderstand it. and i wouldnt want to deal with those since i have too much to deal with already.
today, was more shopping. bought quite a bit and also some stuff to bring to sydney. have to get around to packing and clearing up things soon. a part of me is excited as its a new thing and definitely a new experience. but when i start getting cloudy and my head turns a bit funny, i think negatively and then yeah. u can pretty much finish that sentence for me.
things that ill leave behind, makes me feel really sad actually. and i noe it can sound corny, but really. some things that involve a lot of emotions, and then ill just start "venting out". haha. heck, let me just buy a life-term ticket on the non-stop emotional roller coaster ride since thats all ive been riding on. so, tickets anyone? lol. cya.
i spilled my heart at
1:50 AM
