Sunday, November 19, 2006
Extra Education.
Heyz.
I havent posted in awhile due to the busyness of studying for my final exams. And not to mention drama at triple times more. God, and to think i was gonna layoff the drama fest for a while.
NOO. That has definitely not been the case, no siree.
Yes folks. There has been an extra load of stress and anger in just these couple of days. I cannot put too many details here just in case and to be safe. But i'll have you know, it wasn't pretty. I had to move out of my room due to unforseen circumstances and now i am currently in another room for just 1 more week. Can you imagine that? One week left! Yes. One more week until i am out of this hellhole.
As i have said to some, it has been the most roller-coaster-non-stop-bam!bam!bam! year i have had in my 17 years of living. I can't believe i'm supposed to go through all this by just moving away and only for education! Hell no. Biology, chem, physics and bloody maths have not been the only things i have learnt here. That's for sure.
And i'm pretty much exhausted. As i have said in previous posts, i am exhausted with dealing with all this crap. To think that i have gone through enough. Please. Leave. Me. Alone.
But, aside that, i have definitely reassured myself nothing is what it seems or appears to be. You think of something, and it becomes something else. However, there are things that still dumbfound me. Things that still leave me puzzled and all i can do is just ask myself why and try to make up a 1001 reasons or excuses. Things that i thought i had a good idea about. And now i am just pretty much clueless about.
Another thing i have learnt is people definitely surprise you. In both good ways and bad ways of course.I don't quite know how to explain this but they do. And when its about something good, it's from the people you least expect. Funny how when the people you
CONSTANTLY think about dont come up with anything. And that just effin' bites. It is also funny and extremely annoying how
STUPID people can ridiculously be. How they can be so full of themselves. Look, you can ask ppl who are close to me and they can tell you i CAN be full of myself sometimes. Hell, who isn't at one point right? But some just don't give up in that constant craving for attention. Please. Get a life. And i mean a
REAL one.
Well, i am not pointing fingers to anyone technically. I actually have a lot of things to post about actually but my mind is blank today. Blame it on Bio and Math. Haha. Well, i might just post in between exams or i might just not. We'll just have to see what the vultures out there decide.
Btw, i am freakin' jealous of freakin Katie Leung a.k.a Cho Chang. Grrrr. =P
Cheers.
i spilled my heart at
1:12 AM
